Alone.....

I feel alone, lonely, i barely thinkin' i gonna be alone all my life, y can't generate expectations again, because is suferrin' im tired to sufered....everyone gonna take his road, their lifes will be happy of all those who is now in my life....but i know i gonna be alone, unsafe, unknown, only the memory still remains, always, without any family of my own, without kids.....a wife....anyting olny me and myself....i dont know, maybe im on my sad time, in the sadest time, workin' tryin to make confortable, but sometimes i jut can't do it....

What's next? im scared to ask